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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

sometimes i wonder what i'm actually thinking, what i'm actually hoping for, what i'm actually looking forward to. why am i getting troubled over something so trivial? why am i so affected?

sighhh okay that aside. so, yes i had my fair share of laughter and fun at ah ma's place this new year. but it was also one of the most upsetting year altogether, having to swallow all the damn tears. my grandmother's condition isn't as promising as i thought it would be. i felt like shit when i saw her tearing, because i know she's upset about her current condition. thankfully everyone's still taking good care of her. yes i know all lives come to an end. but i honestly have no idea how to accept it. they wanna bring her over to singapore next weekend... and my parents want to visit her in may. they don't say it but i know what's exactly on their mind! sigh. and my uncle, i know my mum and aunt are shouldering all the pain. why does it have to happen?!

there's so many things that can't be said.
save me.

tell me the things that i can believe in.
'cuz i'm sick of wishing for the impossible.

unspoken pain~

take me with you
12:13 AM


Thoughts

Everytime your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
Cuz every time I see your face
Could it be that this will be the one that lasts?
The fear does start to erase every time
Oh could it be that this will be the one that lasts
For all my times


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